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21yrs old-ima Londonah ima ima londonah-filipino heritage still-full time worker-shoe/bag/music lover------God Fearing! yo i was neva good at this kinda thing! =D

Friday 20 March 2009

Good change? or bad change?

I know this is abit late, but i cut my hair two weeks ago! its so short!!

i want u guys' opinion........u can see how i looked like b4 frm previous photos uploaded!

yay or nay peeps?

leave comments,

i will not be offended!

note: or will i?

HAPPY FRIDAY

WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

Monday 16 March 2009

Pleeeeeeaaaaaasssssseeeeee!!



Pls Lord, your word says 'ask and it shall be given unto you......'


can i have a husband who looks like this? please?


Thank you Lord




In Jesus' name i pray Amen




p.s i am being super serious

Tuesday 10 March 2009

just a memory

'i was 9 and he was 12.


both being called into the living-room by an


angered.frustrated.alarming.high on weed.frightening.


voice.


i knew i should've shut my mouth.


i did it all the time.


he'd wind me up.


and i would scream the house dwn.




pops:(shouts@me) WHY ARE YOU SCREAMING?




*i know the drill, know whats gonna happen.v.hesitant to answer*




pops:(shouts louder) WHY ARE YOU SCREAMING?




*i jumped at his beaming noise.it not a voice anymore....*




nix:(sobbing)kuya hit me.




*it didn't hurt most of the time, but i was a brat.


he annoyed me.*




pops:ARE YOU HURT?




*i could've told the truth,but i never did......*




nix:yeh


(looking up @ my kuya, knowing he knew i was lying about being hurt, feeling guilty as shit, but cnt take back what i've done)




*BANG*




i watch kuyas head as it is flung back


hits the wall we were standing by




my kuya (brother) was always a soldier, even when my pops' timberland boot knocked his head on the wall




im crying next to him, feeling it for him, and he lays a hand on my shoulder tears in his eyes and apologizes to me....




this sort of thing happened on more than one occasions, my brother would take it all for me.




thats why i love his ass


whether its wrong or right


i'll take it all for him




this post is a very emotional post


i dnt even know why i've written it


but needless to say




we are
ride or die