ladies never lose composure

so feeling the alesha dixon song-breathe slow, although the first time i saw and heard it on her video, i thought it was just wack, but it really depicts how she is coping with her misfortune......check it out, youtube it, cnt b bothered to post a link, even though its not too hard to, im feeling really lazy!

*nothing to do with the song*

just a shout out to a special friend!
you will remain anonymous on my blog.......but you'll know exactly who you are!
you are not a bad person
and i love u dear friend i really do!
i pray for God to take all these negative thoughts away, all the ppl in ur life that are not needed i pray God removes them frm your path towards him!
Lay it all down at the feet of Jesus, remember he knows how you feel, he knows exactly what your going through.....he's walked before you, and our Lord would never put you through something for it to end terribly......your latter will be greater!
God doesn't see you where u are now but where he sees you at the end of it all!
God loves you, he sacrificed his son so that we may have eternal life through him!
Dear friend, focus all the energy you have now, good or bad in seeking our almighty father, he wants you to turn to him, when you feel like there is no one else, then is the time where you realise there is God!

In Jesus' MIGHTY MIGHTY NAME I PRAY! WE PRAY!
AMEN

i love my dad

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i know

i have been so rubbish with my blogs lately, i cnt even say rubbish cos i haven't been posting to b judging it rubbish.

*sigh*

im going away on monday to the P.I and i cant bloody wait, so since last week i've been sitting at home literally counting time.....feeling mega busy but im not! if i dont post b4 i leave im sure i'll come back with something absolutely spectacular to tell u guys....o yeh, did u guys know dopes coming with me?

ahhhhhh gona b bloody fantastic!

any hoe

i WILL touch u guys soon
God Bless
=D

Gooooooodmooooorniiiiiiiiiing! Good-morn-ing looooove =D

hey guys, so lots to tell,
1 this yr is gonna big, well it better be!
2 so my amazing 2 have left.....to go fili! Belvz n Bro
3 yankee was belling off my phone last night

1 so im dreaming big this year, as in no holding back, risks being made. Hello i have nothing to lose, but im claiming it now in Jesus' mighty name my 2009 will be productively fruitful!
A few business plans are laid out in my mind, it's just about stepping out on them now! And i pray i keep focused, on one main thing.....through it all G.O.D is my C.E.O!!!

2 my bro left last monday and my belvz.lol....my belvz u kno....left monday just past! im ok, im use to my bro not living with me so it's not that bad, but belvz, whoa......the amount of times i call her number nowadays makes me realise it's like second nature to me, i just pick up my fone n hit call twice n her numbers there......even when she was around i'd call her to say, Hi Belvz....she'll say whattagwan.lol.....i'll say nuttin, n she'll say same and we lock off!
i miss her! belvz is DGIMA btw. =D

3 yeh he was bugging off my fone, while i was at work, i deleted his number but cos he has so many 1111111 in it, i can recognise it. felt abit eurgh again about it and wanted so bad to speak 2 belvs about it but shes not here....and for some reason unreachable too.....biatch call me already!
anyway he called really late on unknown and i was half asleep, dumb girl picks up, n im like fuck not this bullshit again, and he was talking to me like i was all good with him, i dnt know y i didnt put the fone down, i guess i just wanted to know what he had to say, surprisingly we had a good talk, nothing to do about us, just things we'd normally talk about on a nice quiet saturday evening, while watching a film, sitting on his nice big suede couch....snuggled up.......NIX shut the fuck up man, he aint no good!

lol here i go again.........nah flying solo in that department until i find someone who loves God more than me! Thats my perfect candidate!

toodles for now man......wotless blog entry but i felt like i was neglecting!

AND AGAIN a very very BLESSED new year to your guys!

leaving u with pix frm nye!

me and my beautiful cousins!

check silly string on my toe.lol

n my shoes r off u know i was mash up!

its a new season, coming to me!

'its a new season, its a new day, fresh anoninting, is coming my way.....
its a season of power and prosperity, its a new season coming to ME!!'

Sing with me...=D

Happy New Year blog fam
x

'promises u made, coming back to haunt you....'

at the underground bullshit

NS*nix*DOPE

GANGSTAHZ

ME.lol who said i was on blogspot to look pretty, do i get props or what for my outfit.....flava flave,stevie wonder, gangstress gone wrong.lol

shameless, but i hope i made u smile....

*right for sum reason i wasnt able to upload vid, i left it uploading all daym night.......i think its too big, any1 know how i can make it a smaller file?*

and the vid we decided to take with our newly found personas!

have i got integrity or what?

a whole loada stuffz

wasss going on blog world! im at the office this morning, how crap is that, i thought i'd blog, but i dnt really wanna bore you with what went dwn cos we all know its just the usual chit chat eerrrrbody b talking about, and we listen politely.....

anyhoe.....

i got some vidz to post, they are too funny, saturday me and 2 of my girls were watching hip hop honours on mtv....and yes we started getting in the mood for some gansgter shit rapping, believe we turned my room around looking for clothing and accesories to look the part.....

will put up our one wen i get home. but to keep u entertained...check out our inspiration above.lol

we looked so gangster we HAD to do a hip hop vid, except we sorta lost the plot once recording!

*i will post vids later. promise!

hahahaha some funny shit still!

same day....later on in the night at about 1am my girl dope.......was forced to come to my yard so we can hit some local place....

*and it wasn't until a number of phonecalls and researching did we find this local venue* lol.....dope can comment on that 1!

anyway so we reach and we look around...shit this is some underground shit......

and remebering we reached somewaht after 1am! SCAREY i'd say! part of my ends r like overely ghetto! west london or not!

still its a tenner to get in.....i aint a cheapo....well i am, but i mean its a tenner to get into traffic *sum club in holborn* and that place is live!!!!

o my when we walked in, me and NS *my other girl* turned str8 to dope and gave her the look, ima kill u in a min!

this place was more than underground......yoyos in Notting hill was underground!!

the whole night we stayed in the corner drinking our cosmos, and shacking it out cos i must admit the music was LIIIIIIIVVVVVEEEEE!

*i'll insert a pic here*

i also bumped into a friend at the end of the night, who i see everywhere! i think he kinda cute.

lol me and my girls were outside, and i wass like thats my cousin...and i walk over to him.lol....dope and NS r watching me converse........and i know there both thinking, her cousin??? im sure i c a black man she's talking to.lol....hahahahaha will explain how i know him.....adrian *my black cousin*

HAHA

=D

on a last note, my brother....if you've been reading my blog, is GOOD and WELL!

PRAISE THE LORD!

*also thank you to u guys who prayed with me in spirit!*

well enough to go back home to the islands!! which he will do today, his flight is at 2pm....im gona miss him sooooo much, but im gonna c him again in 2/3 weeks cos im off there soooooooooon! cnt w8, massive family affair out there!! as in the WHOLE clang!!!!

dope u still coming bitch?

c ya

x