muth@fukin rapists

wtf is this world coming to really?? i say this as seriously as i can......u need Jesus!!

too many girls are going through shit that they dont need to.

i mean do they not realise what it can do to a person.......frm that 1st point of unwanted contact the victim immediately has issues! yes they can live with it, but believe u me its not easy!!

let me let u kno what runs through a rape victims mind....if not everyday......

(my advice/say)

• 1st thing.....am i crazy.......did that really happen or am i just imagining it.

the reason y 1 would think such thing is because its unbelievable! to the point where u think, daym.....im fucked up for thinking such things.....but hunny what you gotta realise is, only U know what really happened, the sick bastard who did it will never confess......YOU ARE NOT CRAZY.....do not feed that 'am i crazy' bullox 2 ur brain! cos if u do, or continue to do so believe there wll b issues coming ur way!

• why doesn't any1 believe me.

now i think this 1 is SICK, yes u do have friends n fam that believe, help and support u, but the ones that choose to ignore when they know well what happened can make a victim feel as lonely as hell......you know theres nothing like walking around ur house/work place/school wanting someone to hold u but every1 pushes u away bcos they think ur an attention seeker. my advice, fuck em, u dnt need ppl like that!

• i must've deserved it.

NO ONE deserves to be treated like a sextoy!

• its my fault anyway.

this is probably the strongest reason any1 could use as a defence mechanism to hang on to sanity, and i know majority do use this, it allows them to feel like nothing too traumatic has happened and they blame themselves... every flashback.....is firmed.....and 'its my fault' will b repeated like a broken record.

babygirls....plz plz...i beg........keep ur chin up......stay strong.......seek God

p.s if a girl so happens to open up2 u about her story, and at the end she says 'but its ok though im kool'........slap her, tell her its not kool, then show some love and support. help me start a new movement.....help me try and pick up the broken pieces.

God Bless

*miracles and blessings*miracles and blessings*

passing on a msg frm God.....

Today I will be handling all of your problems for you.
I do not need your help so have a nice day.

I love you.

P.S. And, remember… if life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do not attempt to resolve it yourself!

Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box.

I will get to it in MY TIME.

All situations will be resolved, but in My time, not yours.
Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold onto it by worrying about it.

Instead, focus on all the wonderful things that are present in your life now.

Now, you have a nice day.

God

God has seen you struggling, God says it's over.

A blessing is coming your way

Brotherly Love

i cannot believe the weekend ive had, ive been in hiding at my aunties place......
my mum flew out to the Philippines fri night, cos my brothers ill..
whoevers reading...i beg just say a lil prayer with me...

'Our Mighty Father, i pray that you cover my brother with Jesus' precious blood, fill him, his mind, body and soul with the holy spirit, that there may be no space for the enemy to even TRY and destroy him. Lord let him feel you near throughout all the days of his life......
in Jesus' name we pray
Amen'

mathew 18:19
'again, i tell you if two of you on earth agree about anything you ask for, it will be done for you by my Father in heaven. For where two or three come together in my name, there i am with them'

im standing on the word of God right there!!

thanks guys,
i may go cry now.
x

Constant Struggle

VOOM pop art meets pret

im not saying nothing else, just get it at your nearest pret.........you'll know y i posted it.

have a lovely day.=D

as alicia would say..I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS WAY...

hey,
hope whoevers reading this has had a fantastic weekend....i myself had a not so bad one..=D

out fri evening in Covent Grdn, got absolutely wasted..
woke up late, huge hangover...reflecting on silly happenings of the eve b4..
sun, stayed home all damn day, till i needed to leave the hs..

highlights-
although i was wasted....i had fun!
got 2 c my adorable but spoilt God daughter

lowlights.lol(is there such a word?) -
i lost my debit,oyster and provisional
weekendz r way way way too short!!

anyway, y i actually wanted to blog today was cos of a few things that had come to mind during this weekend...
i am so lost!
in more ways than one, i feel like i dnt know myself, certain things and incidents and situations that have come up are making me question myself, and i mean if i really knew myself there would be no question. but that might just be me and the way i like things.argh.its just so frustrating when you dnt know where your going, you dont know what you want anymore.
and im probably not making sense to anyone....
put it this way.....hence my title...i have NEVER FELT THIS WAY!
im a str8 up know what i want, know where im going kinda girl.....but something or someone has just thrown me off that....

having a conversation with the most high when praying seems impossible is probably the best thing anyone could have ever advised me to do.......safe bolvo

peace out
God Bless
till nx time,
or probz later on since work is being boring to me 2day!