- 1st thing.....am i crazy.......did that really happen or am i just imagining it.
the reason y 1 would think such thing is because its unbelievable! to the point where u think, daym.....im fucked up for thinking such things.....but hunny what you gotta realise is, only U know what really happened, the sick bastard who did it will never confess......YOU ARE NOT CRAZY.....do not feed that 'am i crazy' bullox 2 ur brain! cos if u do, or continue to do so believe there wll b issues coming ur way!
- why doesn't any1 believe me.
now i think this 1 is SICK, yes u do have friends n fam that believe, help and support u, but the ones that choose to ignore when they know well what happened can make a victim feel as lonely as hell......you know theres nothing like walking around ur house/work place/school wanting someone to hold u but every1 pushes u away bcos they think ur an attention seeker. my advice, fuck em, u dnt need ppl like that!
- i must've deserved it.
NO ONE deserves to be treated like a sextoy!
- its my fault anyway.
this is probably the strongest reason any1 could use as a defence mechanism to hang on to sanity, and i know majority do use this, it allows them to feel like nothing too traumatic has happened and they blame themselves... every flashback.....is firmed.....and 'its my fault' will b repeated like a broken record.
babygirls....plz plz...i beg........keep ur chin up......stay strong.......seek God
p.s if a girl so happens to open up2 u about her story, and at the end she says 'but its ok though im kool'........slap her, tell her its not kool, then show some love and support. help me start a new movement.....help me try and pick up the broken pieces.
God Bless
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i'm glad u posted this girl. i know this is going to help alot of people, and it really hit home for me.
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