Super Lazy

hmmmm, so what have you missed???? u know what, ive just been so demotivated to get on a pc and blog, seriously, life is just dragging for me right now.

my daily routine

1. wake up at 6/7 am (depending on shift)
2. get ready
3. outta the house by 7/8am (depending again on shift)
4. get to work
5. work
6. finish at 5/6pm (depending on shift)
7. go home....get home
8. jam for a bit....(meaning stay in work clothes, mac and all...) *not trampish.just friggin tired*
9. eat
10. cook 4 fam(mum,her bf, bro) *y me, the youngest...so not my responsibilty*
11. sleep

okay doesn't sound to bad, but EVERY FUCKING DAY!

argh, im so relocating soon.

apart frm that, it was my birthday weekend just past, wohoooo 21 now but i feel like im 31!

fri night went to some club called Embassy with the girls, had a good night, never been there b4, the crowd was DEFF-RENTTT!!

poshies all over the place, and i think im saying this on behalf of all my girlies, we were certainly a breath of fresh air in there.

sat night we hit our usual spot, arch angel which was banging as usual....music good! atmosphere good! company good! it just felt good to be able to spend my night somewhere im familiar with!

will def get some fotos up, when i get them.

o yeh and i got some really really nice pressies!!!

mummy got me a........let that b my nx post actually.hehe

ugg boots,luella bag,laptop,jade bracelet,pjs,heater(trust me we need it in my room),MAC eyelash curler,perfume,swarovski earrings....

dnt think there was anything else but my bad if there was, and honestly wasn't expecting anything, cos im old mayn.=D

passing my birthday now, argh......im upset, i really am.

so you guys all know yankee if you've been reading my blog, well something i didnt even get to tell you guys was that yeh i broke up with him by txt, about summer 08, and like i really didnt hear frm him, yeh i was frikin heartless but i mean at least try...so much for 'cant say i didnt try'

argh wotever, anyway in the first post i wrote about him.....it started with me listening to my vmail on the fone i lost right?? well yeh he called and he left a msg, and i got in contact with him again. frm then lets say frm about oct 08 we'd been exchanging calls, you know finding out and just generally catching up. we finally met again....mid nov!!! when i say this guy still looked at me like i was shitting gold!!!! anyway so i stayed round, we spoke, we chilled, and frm what we discussed that night and previously he wasn't seeing anyone, but he was all good with his babymother. kool, you know so what went dwn went dwn....thinking about it now......daym, but lets NOT!

anyway last time i saw him was my birthday, fri night, and like yeh, it was my birthday!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIX! more like happy birthday YANKEE! anyway next morning i just felt wrong, so wrong and as usual i grabbed all my stuff......which was ALL over the place, anyway made sure not to leave anything. 3 days kater he calls me

yankee:hey baby, you know you got me in trouble

nix:huh how? *puzzled* but thinking maybe his backs broke*

yankee:yeh my babymother found your gold cardigan you were wearing the other day

nix thinking*excuse me?? y she at ur place going through ur shit, and more importantly y is she tripping?? (duno british term of tripping.lol.daym im so begging.lol)

nix:yanx that gold cardigan aint mine, i dont own a gold cardigan...

yankee starts shooting me with alibi's by now cos the way i dropped that line he knew he messed up, not only messed up but got caught!

i locked him off!

wank-ah.......fuckin wank-ah!

but im upset, at least i know now huh. =(

i spilled my guts out to u guys....i feel a lil better now.

so off to where now? i was thingking Australia or Canada.

p.s and not bcos of the last bit i wrote about.....more cos of the begining of the post.but yankees stunt was the last straw.